thefluidaffect

My apologies to my world…and those within it…

This is my apology…I don’t know what else to do.

I have been in a complete state of non-communication. I wonder what many of you have thought happened to me. Maybe some of you never thought much of it at all. Regardless, I know I have been horrible…for some, truly horrible.  And I am very sorry (for some, I think this apology needs more emphasis as you may not completely know of my ability to disappear…for those who have known me for a long time…well, you may hate it, but you understand…we will pick up again right where we left off).

Regardless, my lack of contact is without excuse. My inability to write…my forgetfulness to call…it all comes down to neglect…and the negotiation of being in new places…meeting new people…deciphering a new job…learning a new language. Germany has been so much easier than my previous exploits but at times, I still find myself reeling.  Truly, it just sometimes feels like too much.

But, in truth, each of you are always in my thoughts and heart. Each one of you has carved something within me that I carry wherever I find myself.

Expect more from me in the coming months…I have begun to settle down and recenter my priorities.

My love to all…this is my blog. Visit me here.  Comment to keep in touch or drop me an e-mail.  Oh, and if you ever feel the urge to see exactly where I am at any given time, click the link “If you need to find me…”  That is where I will be.

C